Finding the river that flows in-between!

Sometimes you travel the world but find a place right in front of your house where you feel connected with all the world! I just moved to a new home two days ago in La Condesa neighbourhood in Mexico City, but as I went out of the house this afternoon to have a bite, I found a tapas place right in front of my house and the whole menu of tidbits of tapas seemed to me little tastes of a whole new world that I have traveled in the past 5 years or so in the Spanish speaking world! I just felt home so much so that I started thinking how much time it took me to find my place on earth!

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 If anyone forces you to go one mile, go with them two miles. That’s exactly how you can become someone who gives one thing else more to the world, who can do something more than expected, someone who attains the “awareness of eternity” and becomes in the likeness of God. Once you get there you meet with the One that’s inside of you! You meet with that mind of creation that has shaped you! The One which is in the hidden opens up to you! It’s  indeed not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by the Father in heaven.

Because we are so clinched to the visual world, we only live by the cultures. When someone says Christianity, some concepts arise in us like Italy, fanatics, Europe etc. I mean according to whom, according to what?? We never ask this question: “according to whom, according to what?” Our terms of molds and points of views, the sheaths covered upon that, sheaths of cultures.

What does someone like me has to do with all this who offers his life without any prior knowledge of all of this mambo jumbo around this concept?? We don’t even acknowledge this fact! That’s why we have to change our perception of looking at things internally. Not only we do this for our belief, we do this for our nationality, for humanity, for our culture, we do this within subcultures. We do this for our political views, we divide, we divide, we set things apart, we create “the other” in everyone we see, we push them out,… but until when? In the end we’re all going to perish in a 2-foot piece of land.

However the way of the meaning, the way of salvation offered by the Creator in the universe that wonderful functioning of the substance and meaning of our original selves, offers very big changes once we have come to the top of ourselves: changing our perspective of looking at things.

Look, I am here as merely noone, a Turk in Mexico and yet I am so much so connected with my very core of my self as a being that I am at home where ever I go! I have become like water, or air something that everyone needs and shares. To become someone like this needs seriousness in approaching to the Creator . But that kind of seriousness we perceive in certain moulds. That is to say; we think seriousness is not to laugh, to pout, to wear certain clothing etc. But in actuality, it is not attempting to show something in a visual show, but it’s about to become as much as who you really are, to go all the way to find your perfect balance with the universe, to be as normal as possible, to embrace everybody as much as possible, to become the one who gives life, yes just like water and air, to be in the likeness of God has to do with these things. We have to ask this question: where am I and where is the Creator?


When you take approaching to God seriously you become someone who is able to make these things visible in him/herself out of the invisible. We are generally opening the invisible in the appearance of things. That’s our problem! That’s the problem in all the belief systems!  Once we reverse this process, we become like water or air which everyone needs, but it’s sometimes scarce or invisible as we don’t ask to become someone like these concepts by just being our true selves.

Is the One something that you dress up as a model of god in your head? Or is it the model of a Creator that you cannot see in the universal dimension? We don’t know this. There are so many illusions in us. The sons of Aaron have died when they tried to offer a different offering than what the Creator asked them for. They were burnt once they reached a point which was not described in their job as priests. When you take in more light than you can handle, you burn yourself. You either need to broaden your understanding of things by changing your perspective of looking at things or you won’t get inclined to things which you cannot handle.


We say that we have received the eternal life with Jesus Christ. What is eternal life? Is it a later promise of things to come, the expectation of things, or the integration of your perception with eternity that starts in the now and continues developing? We make our choices in the visible world. In the history of Genesis there is a tendency to take the fruits of a visible tree between two trees. One of which is visible and the other invisible. When we take what the visible world offers us, we die. Did they die? Yes, they died metaphorically. They got stuck in the flesh and they died spiritually. That’s what humans are. But if you keep offering yourself, the Creator will manifest itself in you! We have to change our perspective of looking at things. The change of inner perspective signals to the offering. Namely, our main angle of looking at things should be the offering of ourselves. Once you become one with the One, then someone else can follow by your example and become one with him/herself too.IMG-20160416-WA0018

Here in Mexico I offer myself to a great unknown both for Mexican and Colombian and Turkish cultures and yet by this I make something visible in the invisible interplay of these three cultures that share a common misconception of things. And that’s what brought me all the way here to make that story visible for all the world. This service is correction of things, but first after you make your own sacrifices. And I make them both for my culture, for Colombia and for Mexico now. That is what it means “denying oneself, carrying the cross and following Christ” to me.

Filming Infinity: meeting the invisible face behind the mask

I had no idea where, when and how I would be able to make debut feature film, when I left my home more than 2 years ago. And now I am in Mexico City waiting for a phone call from Blue Demon Jr, the adopted son of Blue Demon, a legendary national hero of Mexico in pancreas fights and two times world champion, if he can take off his mask in my film or not! A face no one but his close circle of friends has ever seen yet.

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This is one of those moments in my life where I feel most connected with my true self, attaining the meaning of infinity with my finite. It’s when you realise that you are not alone and there are some people out there like you who have sacrificed their born identities to connect with a higher meaning and are fighting to get through a narrow gate just to attain the awareness to see things without curtains: to be able to see the invisible.

That’s our calling in our lives: to be appointed to a role to see things with a deep foresight after passing a period of “cooking” things. Namely,  earning this level through overflowing from your self. How would I imagine casting a world champion pancreas player for my film? That’s simply overflowing beyond my imagination! That is to me “The Eighth Day”, that’s the day which I didn’t think existed. That’s when you make all your sacrifices before entering the Kingdom of Heavens! That’s the day of seeing God face to face! That’s the day of the announcement of the virtues! That’s the day of what God has revealed me a mystery through his Spirit that was hidden from me until this day.

How I got here? A while ago, I wrote a character that was always unknown to me: my Father in Heavens! And went on looking for his face through 3 continents and 2 oceans!

Making Web Series to overcome “the consciousness block”

My work in my newly started web series “Secret Portal” is more focused on creating awareness in people who don’t have the chance to travel the world, but who have the desire to see it from a different perspective and meaning. I try to bring meaning to traveling and meeting new people and seeing new places.

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5 Tips to make feature length films as you travel around the globe!

In this article I want to talk about how to live your life fully while making cinema in its original sense. The two may sound counterproductive, but it is not, if you know the trick how to realise your daily “filmmaker dreams&ideas” into instant videos, chapters of a web series and ultimately sequences of an ongoing feature film! Does this sound too futuristic! I hope not, because I’ve been doing it for quite a while lately and today I want to share with you how I made there feature length films as I traveled for 7 year from across the Atlantic ocean and from the last port of the Mediterranean Sea, Istanbul, until I reached the shores of another ocean, the Pacific. Here is a link for a quick look at it:

What I wanna talk about today is cinema as Lumiere brothers and others who used it as a means of liberation of the mind. Well, to tell you the truth it is such a time consuming job that you finally start to live it as a life style.

What is this lifestyle? This lifestyle is closing yourself into a space and thinking and writing and researching continuously until one day what you have been dreamt of for so long becomes the reality of all the people who followed you up to that “mountain top” which sets you free again in terms of shooting that dream together with people who followed you there and bringing it down to earth together.

That’s why it’s important to choose a dream that will be great enough to maintain your attention for a very long period of time. But what happens when you are from a “third world country” where dreaming big is not allowed? You start traveling with your dreams! First, you travel in your mind and then in physical terms. Basically your grow out of the soil where you have been planted and try to reach the sky with as many branches as you can produce where other birds soon will start nesting. You become a proverbial “pepper tree” – “the tiniest seed that grows the highest tree” as Jesus put it quite nicely. There is no other way here but aligning yourself with a higher consciousness that only can set you free.

My journey started as I was getting bored of what I was doing back in Istanbul seven years ago. I had already made then over a 130 commercials, promos, TV programs, music videos, mini documentaries along with 10 shorts and a hybrid feature documentary thanks to which I was lucky enough to have been invited to a film festival in Iceland. An epic country and landscape which was about to be the food for my dreams for a long period of time. I had been probably observed by another dreamer with strong convictions, a festival programmer.

This is to say that we travel as long as we have been observed by another human being with some bigger than life expectations similar to yours. That’s why we make films, no? To open a star gate to the other dimension, as is the latest trend nowadays. But you don’t need to create a black hole for it that will suck everybody in and bring out other dark forces! There is a more environmental way to do it! Namely, connect with those who have an eye to see and an ear to hear.  How about making a quantum jump! Going through a slit and make a mark on a big screen behind the curtain. Do I sound like talking metaphorically here? No, indeed I don’t. I was probably a bit too scientific. I was trying to talk about an experiment which is the most astonishing experiments of the quantum physics, the so called “double slit experiment”. Here is a short video of the experiment which explains very well the strange behaviour of electrons or photons and is the very fabric of the universe:

So, after watching this amazing video you probably are more in picture now why I am talking here science instead of what was expected of me talking about how to make cinema as you travel? Well, me, as the electron have noticed that I was being observed by someone else (call it God, your family or friends, depending on your belief) and decided to couple up with my other electron partner. I left the unnecessary luggage back home and went through the double slit acting as a particle, previously knowing that electrons or photons were created with a duality of acting both as waves and and particles (I used a lot of light meters in sets which are designed to measure this weird behaviour of photons as was explained to me by one of my first electricians!)

But I didn’t know yet who would be the accompanying electron once I will hit the big screen! I had to find her out. And as I expected it to happen I made two dots out of me at “the screen behind the curtain”. I have a Colombian partner now and she sat just across the stage when I was giving a conference at the International Film Festival Pasto (her birth place) last week! We “made two dots instead of forming an interference pattern” which is the result of the earlier experiment without an observing eye. If one of you agrees to be cheerleader, the other can tackle the task at hand. When their shift is over, you can switch roles. That’s part of the joy of coupledom: splitting the work and doubling the joy. But nevertheless we are nothing but from the same idea of spooky long distance entanglement as Einstein called it.

So, the first question (or tip) to may want to ask yourself is

  1. where you want to get noticed and by whom you want to get noticed and which screen you want to make a mark on?

Also do you have the patience to make through both experiments to understand why you behave differently on different planes? And most importantly do you really can sustain your initial dream until the second experiment where you will put your mark in a very significant way than acting no more than just “making waves”. If you answer is “yes, I want to see the big picture!”, then celebrate your ability to stick to a project even when it seems like you’re not making any progress. Like a long-distance runner training on a treadmill, the passing scenery of long waitings to realise a film project will give you no clue about the benefits you’ll reap. The major benefit being finally getting to know who you really are and are not, getting real with yourself and your essential needs as a visionary human being and not the needs the society dictates to you. Let God be your observer, not the multitude of crowds! And there is only you and Him/Her!

This long waiting periods of making films led me to another channel which I had to learn first before shooting anything else which will make me get through that tiny slit by letting go off my invested ego and thus getting to the bottomline with a “significant other”. So I decided to make a film about how to find true love in Istanbul! A city which Napoleon called “the capital of the world if the world would be one nation.”

So big a compost of ideas, dreams and isolations caused by a strange geography of being the one and only city in the world that sits on two continents! Probably the biggest trap of the mind in the world! To undo it I had to become a champion of all arts and sciences, that made this hologram. A multi layered puzzle created by the incapacity of a certain elite of various empires who created a whole religion, 4 popes and three empires just to act as if they are being real in Istanbul. To be “real in Istanbul” you have to leave it and re-create it in Heavens, as its distinct geography symbolises the Rapture!

The city that was called in ancient times “the mother of all cities!” So, after seeing there is nothing new to be found in the ordinary way of looking at it, I delved into the underground life of Istanbul to search where the chain was broken and where my proverbial missing “partner electron” was. I found it just next-door to the house which I was using as a set and later as my home for 3 years in downtown Istanbul. That project was the first attempt to make an online film as I was living in my own set. I had become a true protagonist of a “Truman Show”. I literally decorated a house according to the character that I wrote and then I moved and started living in it. I cast people from the streets along with real actors. I started sharing various material on the Facebook group of the project as we kept shooting. That place soon became a paradise for many artists and musicians who started living with me there and I filmed them in a semi-scripted way.

They were people from a very underground district of Istanbul and I first learnt to be a minority within a minority; we were very different. So here comes the second tip

2. Learn to be “the other”

in my case, I was to learn to be “your kind filmmaker neighbour who is willing to share his life with you, as he observes and films it in real time.

That project lasted 3 years and it was the same project which not only took me to see Iceland, but also discover other distant parts of the world.

I had to learn to “become no one” first to be literally born again from my ashes in another place very far from Istanbul and look to my culture with the eyes of no one, yes the best way to see it would being “someone like a minority within a minority”. I came to South America as almost “no one” too. When they ask me where I am from, they sometimes need two, three minutes to continue talking with me making sense, as probably my answer makes them dizzy.

I am just a traveling filmmaker from Turkey, namely from the lands where all the byzantine intrigue of Constantine to rule the world was originally created. So, it probably translates in their minds: “I am coming from the initial crime scene and I am the only living witness from there who made it up to here”

So I basically know in my genes how the whole deck was created. And I am now looking to another culture with the eyes of a man who was not here when this culture was created. How so?! They just feel busted in their games! But I know very well from what perspective to look at it, if it fits to the gran scheme of things, my journey with God as a traveling filmmaker or better put “for what scene I have come here to shoot which will further this journey to my next chapter”. We just had a scene to write and shoot on the go last week in Ecuador for a web series which came as a new kid on the block out of the necessity to share more of this mystic journey with my couple and thus the world. Now there is a new branch building up next to the mystic river that we are on. Here is a clip that lately shot on a river trip on the Pacific coast of Colombia between Ladrilleros and La Barra/Buenaventura.

We have to learn to look at the state of world with the same eyes – the eyes of a filmmaker who has learnt to film flowing with the energy surrounding him – almost like making jazz – in unison with his environment that ironically defy the reality of some decisively blind people who rule the world and create the mess that we are forced to live day-in-day-out as if it’s our reality. No, it isn’t! But we keep mimicking as if it is, because we lack visionary people to show more of what’s what, the way things are in reality.

I have no more titles here in Colombia now than being the screenwriter/director/producer of a screenplay that I started writing in Istanbul 7 years ago and kept on re-writing and adapting to various countries along the way until I finally decided to shoot it in its totality here in Colombia. When I say that people get amazed by my endurance and astute standing as a filmmaker. Do I need more as a title than being just that. This journey is about finding water in a desert. Every new level you rise up to you will come to another desert where you have to find the oasis again! That’s the kind of flow I am talking about. The only river being the waters of virility that flow through you. I am a visiting filmmaker now seeking partners from all around the world to realise the biggest dream of my life here in Colombia. Now comes the third question that needs a new tip to answer it.

3. How can you shoot a film without depreciating the original idea of the script for the sake of just making no matter what, i.e. at the other end of the world?

You can make it by connecting with the main need of all humanity: love in its least used sense, the love of “the other”. Real love is not as we know it. It’s what makes you one of those smart electrons that know how to make to the big screen behind the curtains by letting go off the things that you can’t take with you on the road or better put by splitting into two as was shown in the quantum experiment above. Learn the duality of your self that sometimes acts as waves and sometimes as particles! 

You will find them just next to you once you make a leap of faith to make a mark on the big screen. It’s like taking your book draft to the battle field and keep revising it in the ditches as you try to survive there like Salinger did while writing “Catcher in the Rye”, Salinger took The Catcher in the Rye to World War Two with him. He was even involved in the invasion of Normandy from the very day he landed on Utah Beach on D-Day, he carried six chapters of the novel with him, which he worked on throughout the war.

As the famous saying goes: “the reality is in the eye of the onlooker.” I wonder how Salinger was witness a terrible war as he was writing his book in the ditches. So was my case!

I was just witnessing how soul mates are made by connecting with the core energy of the universe which created all these cosmoses. This is what looking at things with the eyes of God is all about: to get vested with the Spirit. The result is you get on a lifetime travel as long as you maintain this connection, because this energy is the building block of every good and bad in the world. And your job as a traveling visionary filmmaker is to see the good in everything, since the result of all of the good and the bad is good! 

My forth big question was

4) how can I maintain the connection for such a long period of time until I make my film about the best kept secret in the world?

The answer is simple: You can only do it if you don’t waste your time looking at the living among the dead! That’s where the two pillars of this article come into play: 1) The weekly interpretations of old scriptures into your daily life 2) Finding answers for the most dramatic progression of the plot through the help of a software as what story you want to tell in accordance of your interpretation of this journey.

5) how can you sustain making films for people where you don’t really can make a living after all?

And my answer to that question is that in mundane norms you can’t! You will be rejected by funds and gatekeepers until you can afford to make a series of self-funded films to give a brief idea of who you are and what novelty you aim to bring to the world of cinema in a time of drastic changes of how films are made today. There are actually no more gatekeepers nowadays. Everybody has the chance to become his own producer and distributor if he or she knows how to use the internet well. Filmmaking has become a self-sustainable medium.

The rest is easy, just have your basic camera gear and laptop with you where ever you travel! And have them ready and charged! More tips later! Keep on travelling, mate!

Beginner’s guide to become a Superhero filmmaker

If you are feeling trapped in a city or a web of dominant relationships constantly dictating you a mediocre lifestyle which only makes you more focused to get on the long winding road of your dreams or to your Super Hero self, as a filmmaker then this blog article is for you!

First relax, you are a wanna-be visionary filmmaker currently living the life of an “extended stay jazzy traveler” ready to instantly claim his/her Super Hero childhood character waiting on the sidelines in disguise for a very long time. But you already made a giant step: you found out about my blog!


You just need some time to decompress and re-focus on which childhood dream you have most neglected in your life where you were always a Super Hero and could fly, do wonderful things, and even switch to another dimension whenever you wished as you were about to be killed by some dark evil forces. Or better put, when was the last time you would be able to wake-up from a nightmare just in time which seemed not to let go off of you?

Or are you still struggling to escape the daily routine of an odd job to pay your rent which only serves more the so-called realities of others with their vested interest in your life as a caretaker just to keep the illusion going?


Become a writer/director! Then you will soon convert into a born-to-be a Super Hero.

If you have been writing scripts which started with simple stories but soon turned into bigger than life realities, then immediately leave your comfort zone and get on the road which will lead you to re-write them where everything will fit you. You must have been writing underdeveloped characters as you were trying to keep up with the rat race of the big city life.

But wait a minute!

What happened to your childhood dreams! Who was your main super hero character in the first place?!.. How is he doing now?.. When was the last time you noticed that he was always there waiting for you to get on the road with you? Are you ready to re-connect?

Here is a short list of how to re-connect with your childhood hero again, in order to prepare the road to reach your dreams:

1. Make a media diet and start watching the films, TV shows, cartoons and all the graphic material again from your childhood times until you start seeing a pattern what made you watch those films! What character traits did they have? What kind of lovers they had? What kind of environments they were hanging out? Once you find a pattern, try to write down a tagline as if you were going to make a re-make of it. It may sound something as funny and meaningful as this: “Kilink, the immortal lover/executioner continuous to die and resurrect in different parts of the world as he never gives up fighting with the darkness while the most exotic beauties can’t help but fall in love with him at first sight.”

Kilink1Santo_movie_posters_15122. Start traveling with your childhood Super Hero (physically and mentally) inherently existing in the yet immature protagonist if you have been subconsciously trying to develop to a Super Hero!

We, as screen artists are all mind travellers. We try to excel from our default fallen human with the heavy duty job that we make. It’s a state of mind that we all have once the idea of infinite was custom made for us in a finite body and the world that we call time and space continuum that will eventually lead us taking things only for the self in the flesh, if we don’t take our childhood dreams seriously!

The other way to learn how to become a super hero again is to give our all back to the creation as we create our screen characters to their full bloom.  Yet we unwittingly die in our quest to rejuvenate them and only can rise up again in our completed work. Then we resurrect with our characters who can only do nothing but good for the sake to fulfil their assignment in the grand story, no matter how evil their parts in our scripts might be. This resolution means that we have found our very assignment in the grand story of the creation. We have now turned into our own Super Heroes!


Once you figured out the hidden pattern that repeats in the super hero character arc over and over again, try to walk in his/her shoes as what reasons and choices might have led this super hero to become invincible or in other words, to become one with the universe!

Since the result of all the things in the universe are good, this superhero represents for us the unchanging victory of Light over darkness. And in a sense, this also lulls our existential need as human beings to fulfil the duty to become the image of the Creator, meaning to fully reflect its light on us, by replicating these unsatisfied desires with out-worldly cartoon characters instead of taking on the real hardships of the road.

3. Recognise and re-claim the inherent powers of your superhero by entering “the void”. It’s often times due to the confidence we lack that we can indeed overcome obstacles without needing superhuman powers. Does this sound quite contradictory now? No, it is not.

The superhero only becomes a superhero once he leaves his comfort zone and enters an environment where he is as fragile as an alien figure, and can only do marvellous things and attain the powers of the universe if he/she is there to help “the other”: the human beings!

That’s where Clark Kent goes to his own cave to encounter again the infinite energies of his birthplace: outer space, as he enters a void. This void zone has brand-new energies, its own “right”s and “wrong”s. That void zone is a blessing! But to perceive this zone, to attain its supernatural powers and to move actually ahead in there, be it by flying or beaming oneself to another dimension, will need great effort from within and from down below your very essence, your core, your Avatar.



Leaving your comfort zone and entering a void is actually a very hard task. It took me 7 years to find the fellow parallel universe, Colombia, to my fatherland country, Turkey. There I encountered the same kind of problems which people were facing back in Turkey as well. People who are stuck in a wondrous world where salsa, sexy Latin women, drug lords and football had taken over the reign long time ago when the Spaniards decided to build a colony plundering all the gold from the indigenous people and indoctrinating a God which was supposed to be superior than theirs: they had the gunpowder instead of coloured-faced archers with tunics and long spears!

As the down-to-earth people could do nothing but keep silent to stay alive witnessing a futile fight akin to a plot from Fight Club with no winners in the end, be it mighty landlords of great estates arming poor peasant who are attacked by guerrilla fighters armed by either paramilitaries or the drug lords backed by generals with hands in the parliament who selects the prime ministers sometimes siding with drug lords sometimes with paramilitaries depending on their influence etc. etc. As I was listening to these stories I thought that the nightmare I just thought I woke up, would still continue if I didn’t pay attention how to stay awake!  

It’s always good to be in effort to do wonderful things once you are out there from the system, as long as the intentions of the superhero (this time, me) was good. I could beat any evildoer without being part of their game! That’s what we call “to write a universal story” or as Joseph Campbell calls it “The Hero with a thousand faces” or entering the Rabbit Holes connecting to other universes. You can write a screenplay in Istanbul and shoot it in Colombia without even seeing it first. You will be guided directly to your parallel universe where everything seemed impossible at the other one is suddenly possible and very much in need. Because this mere effort to always select the good result is enough to allow the superior powers of the universe start taking shape in Clark Kent and instantly turn him into Superman. If you want to become a superhero, it’s essential that you leave your comfort zone and enter the void.

Stepping into the void and becoming a superhero happens when you break free from your bondages of your past life, the things you were accustomed to. Things that made you lazy to leave your comfort zone once. Being full with the material world is an accustom. And accustom is what causes us to debunk in a certain situation where we can’t see things no more in perspective and become deaf to our actual calling. In that “desert” what you can only see is the hallucinations. Like thinking that making films in a certain way as the gatekeepers rule it, with full camera gear and crew; looking for a producer to make your film or even thinking that you can only make films in your native tongue and at home where everything is familiar to you. No, these are urban legends! Today, you can make a film with just a basic gear and with a knowledge how to use internet for all the rest of your production and distribution needs, to to mention to promote it to moment’s detail.

The other way around is returning back to the human form full of matter. Though being born to the powers of the universe is emptying yourself. Emptying oneself to serve “the other” is what will carry me to the promised higher levels of being. Once you step into a void or desert with the consciousness of your inherent powers of your superhero you start filling that void with your reality. The reality of what makes you walk, fly or move beyond time and space, beyond your finite by freely uniting with like-minded “other”s. You become witnessing the first moments of creation like a Big Bang from the void. You start answering the enigmatic questions easily by sincerely offering yourself to question the very existence of things as we know it. Yes, you were right to think when you were a kid that you were a Superhero and didn’t accept to talk to people denying it that you are.

You have now started adding value (your attention to care for your neighbour at your parallel universe) to things and that’s when you will hear the eternal answer. And the answer is always “if you came this far and did this, yes, we can go that far and make it up to you also.” That’s when you will start walking on the sea of your dreams. That’s how I felt when I made an application to a film fund 6 months after I came to Colombia with a script that I haven’t written in Colombia, but was able to adapt it easily in a period of 3 months as I discovered that all the story elements that I have included in my script had their exact dynamic cultural equivalents here that the road getting here taught me to see the secret pattern of an eternal love story.

4 – Buy yourself new clothes and give the old ones to the poor in spirit

Show people how to get here. Teach them. Give your light without expecting anything in return. Because you can start filling in outer space only after you completely empty yourself. No any single issue comes to us uncontrolled. The attainment of the super heroic powers is achieved by submitting oneself wholly to the control of the universe and thus becoming one with its flow. The constant flow of unconditional giving. When you reach that point you’ll be able to re-write the same story which you may have started at one end of the world and developed it to its full super heroic self as you will offer it without expecting anything in return like water or air like something everyone needs and shares with everyone. Because superheroes create their own energy in the void as they are very aware of the might of supreme powers that can create galaxies from a void. My story as the dream from a very distant country like Turkey is now the dream of many Colombian friends who want to see this film to be made to bring light to this country with a great image problem. Hallelujah!

In this void, what we call the road that goes through the heart of those few where sits a lion, you will notice that everyone is ready to help you whatever dream you have to bring this light to earth that is for the good of everybody. Once you unlock the secret of talking to people in a nuclear level,through the language of love, that is the main missing ingredient to turn darkness to light with a single touch, then you will see that you were always a Super Hero!


Submitting a script or submitting myself to a New Me!?

When I left my home 16 months ago this day, February 24th and set out for a “desert walk”, my aim was to fully live a life just for making movies on the road and nothing else! A life of a devotee for an amalgam of direct cinema and nouvelle vague where I would travel with a story and a script draft I already had, and develop and shape it as I travel through various geographies where ever my own story will take me until I can shoot it and make it real, because how dramatic it may sound, I couldn’t shoot my debut feature in my country, beyond my parents knowledge I probably had become the dream of a higher consciousness in the meantime or my country was captured by aliens.

I had to make this film in a way breaking the barriers and routines of filmmaking which is in fact a very tedious job most of the times and by the time you finish a film you may end up losing track what led you to where you are when you cross the finish line.

The more films I make I realized that they all lead to a more stronger connection to what makes us more genuine and centered as who we really are as human beings. Making indie films after a while becomes like a habitual worship that you do, in a sense, to keep this connection with your core constantly and don’t want to loose it, but the question is: “Is this worship something about what you don’t know yet about yourself or about what you’ve always felt that you knew but couldn’t put it in words, yet?”

Because there are again certain gatekeepers in the mainstream filmmaking and certain rules of the industry that you have to follow, if you want to make a commercial film, but chances are the finished product may not look like what you have initially expected to see. What to do then? You have to take a break to see things in perspective as to what was the reason that resulted to how things are like now in your life. Then you should start walking again as you construe every moment of your walk with a new perception of righteous causes and righteous consequences in mind.

San Pedro de Atacama/Chile

Thus, the dramatic quality of the final version of your script depends on how much drama you can bear in this life to turn your primal cry into a universal dream. But then, the question you should ask yourself is “Does the final product reflect the variety of things and different interpretations that I had no idea of when the initial idea came to my mind?” If your answer is “no”, it means that you have a universal story at hand that is like water or air; not exclusively yours, but something so urgent that everybody needs right now! It means that you made enough effort to integrate yourself with source of the whole universe and were bloody honest not to shade the truth your existence to correct the chaos everybody else is so afraid of doing, because it has always been the toughest and most avoided job in the world.

If you deny the universal law that the sum of all the things – good or bad – will always result in good, you will end up making a lot of effort in trying to stay at the dark side of the moon without being able to see how marvellous the trip to the other side of the moon is where you the real shape of the moon as it reflects the sun in its entirety. We need to take the extra mile to see ourselves reflecting the light in our full form as we unite with our dark side  at some distant part of the world, when we discover that our existence yet unbeknown to us has a very important meaning for someone we haven’t met yet at the other side of this planet. This is our real journey on this life that we can’t avoid, but only deter to different lifetime.

Motorbike tour to the other side of the Tierra Bomba island where you’ll suddenly see Cartagena in the horizon like a mirage of Miami.

Refusal of the “good result of the creation” will lead you to a sense of ineffectiveness and thus, being stuck in the dare measures of some naysayers of the film industry of how films should be done according to the industry standards. But today even 5-6 years old kids know how to use a mobile phone as a camera to make their first experimental shorts at very early age.

Although we live in a time of a very advanced technology where everybody can now become a filmmaker technically. More than technical issues with camera gear and stuff, the very nature of traveling is being in constant motion – physically and mentally, you become aligned with the constant motion of the universe to keep things in one place – even if you decide to take longer breaks at some certain places. Though it has a very positive effect on your story to develop it to the hilt while you start seeing from more different angles as you travel with it, but keeping track of the changes in locations with different gimmicks but similar energies and landscapes reflecting the same initial idea is a common denominator of how crafty you are in adapting your personal story to ever changing environments and conditions as you come close to becoming a highlander figure traveling through space and time.

Bocachica/Tierra Bomba

In respect to truthfully illustrate and maintain the core idea of the story, until very recently the language barrier was an important issue.  I simply couldn’t speak Spanish more than some words or basic sentences. I will never forget the day, when I sat down on a table at a seaside restaurant facing the waves of the Atlantic ocean where I decided to re-write the whole script for South America only to be able to finish it 1 year later at another far end beach in Cartagena/Colombia. By then I was fluently speaking Spanish and could even correct the typos and misinterpreted words of its Spanish translation. I even went further and interpreted the protagonist for a promo I shot for the film which received more than 2500 views in the first 5 days after I uploaded it on Vimeo.

Love in Seven Letters” has been written and re-written in a script development process of seven years zig-zaging between one adaptation to another in the greater Mediterranean area spreading over 4 distant countries in 3 continents. I was finally able to turn my initial protagonist of an disenfranchised underdog of an introverted environmental activist character to a heoric figure akin to a king on exile conquering a lost continent in search of the greatest mystery of his life: his long missing dad!

I had to really know and understand well what I have been worshiping for so many years until I reached the point where I integrated myself fully to what was superior to me until then: I learnt Spanish to tell my own story! The story of my childhood dreams, my debut film to be shot in South America, my new home. That’s what I was trying to do all along as I was traveling all that way up until here: making a New Me without the routines of me!

I had to make long breaks to let go of the negativities that I had piled up without knowing as I was taking things only to make a film, my film, my personal logic. But there was also another logic beyond my “80 square meter logic” of my family heritage. And I ended up developing my protagonist until I converted his actions moving with the logic of the universe. And there things moved in quite a different manner, in a manner of constant giving as you constant keep receiving from the source of what made all the things surrounding me which were once obstacles in my way, now suddenly lifted up as I showed them also how to move mountains to the seas.

Palomino/Tayrona National Park/Colombia

I received an email yesterday in my mailbox for an open call for a script contest at a film festival in Mexico and decided to submit my script as I just finished the last few touches last night. But the funny thing something that I noticed how far I am ahead of myself when I was filling out the application form where one of the standard questions are “the country of origin of the project”, “the language of the screenplay” and “the current address of the applicant”. Still having a Turkish passport and the birth place of the initial idea being Istanbul, “the country of orgin” must still be Turkey. Although the first versions were written in my native language, Turkish, some earlier versions were written in English while traveling and the final version was translated to and re-written in Spanish. And I was applying from Colombia!

I was merely struck by the revelation that how many spiritual re-births and journeys we have to undergo just to be again our original selves. No wonder why Napoleon called Istanbul as the capital of the world, if the world would be one nation. I then realized I was born as a true “citizen of the world” and had become one when I finally clicked that shiny “submit” button last night. I had finally submitted myself.